Just here to lease

Caught between the rebel-rejects

and the ever-progressing saints.

Pulled to lower myself and esteem

pushed to overly ambitious cultivate it.

Too adapting to be a misfit,

too doubting to be a saint.


Too skeptic to fall towards God,

too spiritual to mingle with the atheists.

Too gay to walk straight and narrow with the rest,

too straight to be irrevocably bend.

I am too secure to run after you,

too insecure to belief you’d run to me.


Always trapped between fire and ice,

while a baked Alaska is not in the dice.


My different parts will grow lonely

without them fitting into one piece.

I am not your one and only,

I am just here to lease.


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